Updates.

So I know I haven't posted in like ever but I have still been doing the challenge!!!! Comment this with updates or something if you are doing it too! I lost my numbers of earlier days, but the past two days are
- June 28: 33-26-32
-June 29: 31-26-32.25

I lost 2 inches of my boobs in ONE DAY!! I cannot believe it!!
Nothing else has really happened, I just got back from the beach and I leave for camp soonish. I can't wait! I'm going to lose so much weight!! Hahah.

I'm getting the Iphone soon so I wont have to keep posting on my mac. I can just do it on the road or where ever!

Xoxoxxx,
Ashley

Ps. I want Gemma Wards body so fucking bad.

Challenge.

Alyssa, Haley, and I are staring a challenge. Anyone can feel free to join! Here are the basics:

1) It offically starts June 24, 2010
2) The goal is to lose ten pounds from your current weight
3) You are allowed to use pills
4) 30 minutes of exercise, or more, are required a day
5) 2000 calories a week, you get to chose which day you want to use how many calories

I'll be posting with updates about it.
I think it will be fun! I can't wait! Just comment this if you are going to join and I will give you my number, or we can email for support!

I hope that everyone is well, I haven't posted in a while, I have been in Chicago for a while now its so boring. All I do is sit in the hotel room, or by the pool while my parents go to business conferences!

I am going to Westport, MA the 24 (when the challenge starts!) with my friend Catherine. I can't wait! She has a house right on the ocean, and I feel 75% comfortable in my bathing suit. I'll have to suck it up and just lay on the beach while I tan.

embarrassed, grounded, and ready

reasons why im never hungry now:

1. so last night was the commencement dance. its the last dance of the year, and i go to a really small private school in albany (albany academy) and everyone there is so close. im only a freshman- well now a sophomore. lol but everyone in every grade is really close. my best friend is a jr and my second is a senior. because my class.suckkksksss! anyways im going to miss the seniors soo much next year. ----but back to the dance. basically its slutfest. everyone gets spray tan and we all wear slutty black dresses. so me and my friend were wandering the country club of troy- where the dance was. and tis really olld with lots of rooms and i found a bottle of vodka and chugged.half.the.bottle.straight. it was bad. but it made the night so much bettter. hahah we were soooo drunk but so was everyone so it didnt matter. but later that night i was with friends and they were passed out and i went on faceook and leaft videos for people, wrote on there walls, and it was so bad. now im like the school slut when in reality im really not. awesome.

2. im supposed to turn in all my text books but i lost 2 of them. and my dad was screaming, and ithought he was about to hit me no joke i was so scared. but then all of a sudden 20 minutes later he comes in my room while im crying my eyes out and looking at thinspo- what i do when im pissed. and he was like ohhhh im so sorry sweetie. TYPICAL WILLIAM BECKER. just appologizes right after he screams like a fucking maniac!!! i hate him. i cant even describe my hate towards him. he makes me was so die. when i look at him i lose my appetite. its sick, it really is.

3. this all happened last night, and this morning. to shake it off and get some good feeling hormones in me, i went for a 3 mle run. it made me realize that i can do this. the run wasnt even hard, and i was going pretty fast. i just wish i could have a concave stomach. mines almost fflat!!! like about a centemeter more and it will be perfect!!!! i cant wait!!!! and after running, the last thing on my mind is food. and the diet pills gave me so much energy while i was running!!

i was called "tanorexic".....?!?! whaaat?

ugh so today i was having a realllly great day until my friend called me tanorexic. i am really tan, and im shrinking noticably but its so mean of her to say that. like yeah, okay i know im tan you could complelment me on it. and she was yelling it and now everyones calling me it. i dont know if its a good thing, or a bad thing.

anyways, i was reading alicias blog today. and i got to a post and i love how she wrote "no more of this averagegirl bullshit." i love it because i dont want to be normal, or average. i want to stick out of the crowd.

tonights commencement (graduation) dance!! its like the last time me and all of my friends will be together for a while. im going to miss them while im at camp :( but on the bright side, at camp they could really care less waht you do:) hahasoooooo that will be good. i cant wait, my dress is black and its really tight :)and i can finally wear it! because when i woke up my stomach was f.l.a.t. im soooo excited!!

im back. ana's back

i recovered. i relapsed. i recovered. i relapsed. its all the same, lets face it. il never get better, or skinny. soooooosooososososooo i havent blogged in like forever. not like anyone cares butttt...... yeah.

i got some diet pillllss but im addicted and im taking around 14-16 a day. when the normal dosage is 4........but lets face it, im getting much quicker results!!! i dont care waht it takes to get skinny. il get tthere. if it takes dying to fet there. so be it. il get there. i just want people to be like ew look at that girl shes so nasteyly skinny. she needs to gain some weight. do you eat? i want to say. NO but then i would be lying ebcuase my fatass never fucking closes its mouth and itsnot shrinking. its growing. whatever. i will be skinny.

so i dont really have anything new to say. im so boring. these diet pills are weird but i love them. im never hungry and im always so hyper its cool! i highly recomend hydroxycut advanced.

i just got out of school on the 8, yesturday. haha but its summmer bababbbbyyy!!!!!!!!!!! finallly i can do what i want. work out. and NOT think about food because i.dont.need.it.

soto is my home and i highly recomend it for anyone looking for support/ana buddies. its also just a really cool/fun site!!
http://sotosoto.ning.com/

for some odd reason, i love mary kate and ashley. hahahaha