endooooorphines like wowowwwwwwww.

so all i had to eat today was one egg scrambled. thats it. no milk with it, just some pepper to add some spice. so thats what, 72 cals?! and i just burned 534! i hope im down a pound or two tomorrrow. lets hope for ittttt. so how is everyone? i hope well.

im reading wintergirls= AMAZING.
its so good i can never put it down. i was reading it durring commercials today while i was on the tredmill. so hard to read while running but whatever.

i wonder what im going to eat tomorrow, sorry i mean, i wonder if im going to eat tomorrow. i always try to plan things out. but it never works. everytime i plan to eat something a head of time. i freak and dont eat. and sometime when i fall into this horrible binge state, its like im in heaven. BUT only for one second, then its back to the guilt and resentment that we all feel one time in our lives.
but i talk about that shit all the time. so i was thinking today that i am so happpy that i have my angels on SOTO and my amazing 'commentors' if you will, to comment me. hah i try my best to comment back. and WHITNEY. for some reason, it like wont let me see your blog (if you have one.) but you seem so sweet and weve talked on SOTO, so i would love to follow your blog!
i think these girls are absolutely gorgeous, and i am going to look like that someday i swear.
and i would like to thank Alyssa because not only has she been there for me on soto, but also i feel like i can really relate to you. like your 2 years older but stilll. thank yooouuuu girllllsssss
that stuff sounds sappppy but i really mean it. hahaha

so im back on my travel tennis team, i cant wait, i love all the girls! and tennis acctaully burns so many calories people think of it as a wimpy sport. i hate that, like i dont know its dummmb.

love you all lots!