fucking 120's forever.

ugh im so mad, ever since ive had ana ive been in the 120's. its so annoying! like can i get into the teens or single digits please? allll i want is to be skinny and im so sick of saying that. i feel like im missing out on so much stuff, and i probablly should get help. but i cant. ever. ana has come into my life and i cant kick her out. shes my best friend. she tells me how to live and keeps me on track.
so far today ive had an orange, and an apple. so thats like 64+ 40ish so just like 105-120 il say. my moms making shrimp. my favoriteeeeeeeeeeee. and she just puts some oil in it and steams it and its 3 cals per shrimp so thats not tooo bad.
i havent blogged in a while, but nothings really been happening, just dyingggg form being fat :(

i hope everyone is okay! 7 followers wooot! haha okay byeee loveessss.


stay strong, starve on.