Nothing much happened, I starved, binged, purged, cried, starved, binged, repeat. My question was finally answered: it never does stop. This life I lead will never end, I'm too scared to talk to people to ask for help, I'm too scared of myself to get help. I've killed every friendship I've ever had, I'm weak, I can't keep doing this, going down this terrible path. I'm a failure. I was too ashamed to even write about what was happening in my life. I have no idea where to go next, or what to do about who I am. My best friend has an eating disorder because of me. I was too scared to be alone, I didn't want to die alone. I still don't. I'm scared that she'll get worse, or end up thinner than me. I'm such a terrible person, I don't deserve any of this. I've let down every chance of help or success down. I'm worthless. I need help.
i'm still here for you even though you've cut me out of your life. I have failed recovery. :*( and it doesn't sound like you;re doing any better. (i don't have a phone) facebook me if you want to talk. <3
ReplyDeletei just emailed you!!!
ReplyDeleteThis software helps you customize nutrition dependant on your real age, weight, height, and metabolism.
ReplyDeleteExcept this is exactly what does happen, frequently in badly considered build muscle strategies.
Whenever upgrades became ready you'll fully grasp this totally free no matter what quantity of money cost to establish them.
Also visit my site Somanabolic Muscle Maximizer Results