So after the whole tennis camp deal, and going to California, I'm finally home annnnnnnnd 500 pounds heavier because I FUCKING BINGED SO MUCH IN CALIFORNIA and messed up my life. So today after my plane landed I went to my last resort and bought laxatives. I just took five. Ugggggh. I gained like 7 pounds while there and I feel so nasty. I have to be like 125 at most. I hate life. Tomorrow I'm running and restricting and starting over. I will be skinny. I will have control. It's not over, no, it's just now starting. I just have to be strong and stay positive. I'm going to keep this short and sweet. Love you all!
xoxo Ashley
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